Without The Poison​.​.​. What Am I?

from Dark Passengers by Conan Neutron & The Secret Friends

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Recorded January 25th, 2019 at Sound of Sirens
Mixed at Sound of Sirens in June 2020 by Toshi Kasai
Mastered by Bob Weston in July 2020, Chicago Mastering Service

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Thank you to: Rainer Fronz and Learning Curve Records, Erica Strout, Jonathan Brown, Joe Cannon, Nick Erickson, Chris Williams, Michael Marchant, Jason Myles, Kevin Seal, Stephanie Vogt, Lindsey Neutron

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I can be a lot to handle
I am a child of the moon
It seems to come in phases
In places that seem random to you.
And yes it feels like a poison, and
Don’t want to drive you away.
I‘ve got these pills to contain it, restrain it
Keep it at bay
But every night, I ask myself.
Without the poison... what am I?
Does it hurt more than it helps?
Without the poison... what am I?
I’ll make it go away?
Without the poison... what am I?
If that means you’ll stay
Without the poison... what am I?
Oooh, it keeps my mind from racing
From wanting to disappear
But if I remove the clutter, what other
Shit will I find here
Sometimes it feels like a poison
But also like a fire inside
A fire that makes me special,
Gets me attention
Makes me feel alive
But every night, I ask myself.
Without the poison... what am I?
Does it hurt more than it helps?
Without the poison... what am I?
Am I more myself?
Without the poison... what am I?
If I don’t get well?
Without the poison... what am I?
I can be a lot to handle
I am a child of the moon
And I dust off the surface, I’m nervous
But It’s still something new
And yes it feels like a poison
This toxic brain in my head
But instead of asphyxiating
I’ll create with my god damn heart instead.

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from Dark Passengers, released October 16, 2020
Lindsey Charles: Vocals
Conan Neutron: Vocals/Guitars
Tony Ash: Bass
Dale Crover: Drums
Toshi Kasai: Production, Engineering, Guitar, Backup Vocals, Percussion
All lyrics by Lindsey Charles

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Conan Neutron, Tony Ash and Dale Crover play rock music directly to your earholes. Featuring members of Replicator, MELVINS, Trophy Wives. Coliseum, and more.

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